Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera, :)
Welcome aboard, February.
Sometimes, I don't know what will I do for a living. Sometimes, I don't even know why things happened not as planned. Sometimes, I don't even know why I still can't stand up with my decision. There are numbers of decision to make, and most of the times others will help me to find a solution or maybe help me half way through the situation.
I need vs I want vs I follow.
I'm 24 and still in a mission to pursue my Degree. Half way to the finish line. Since SPM, I used my forecast transcript to registered as a Diploma student at Limkokwing University of Creative Technology. It was 3 years of wonderful experience, many ups and downs and memories. 3 years has passed by, and I graduated in 2009. 11th Sept 10', I flew to the United Kingdom and registered as a Degree student at Birmingham City University. One of the unforgettable memories is that I am so happy (beyond words) that I can chose to study what I like, more like, interest and passion. Psychology. So, I'm a student of Business Psychology and Marketing. 3 years course. In total, so far I have studied for 6 years. With no breaks in between. I have never been experience 'hard times' in terms of education part. I know that I should be grateful and thankful for this. Yes, I am. Very. The only working experience was the two months Internship, during final semester of Diploma. Sometimes, I don't even know what I want to be. Sometimes, I don't even know what is my dream car or a dream house. All I know is to ask and I'll get what I want. I've never been through hard times in terms on getting money, I've never experience or 'have that feeling' when you get your paycheck every end of the month and you'll start to divide your salary to many sections. I've never experience part-time job world, too.
Since SPM, I've been taught to do things 'step by step', focus on only one thing. If you want to do something, it'll be either you go for it or you put in on hold and think about it later, in many cases, I'll go for it and there's time I let it go.
I'm the youngest and I'm the one and only hope to go for the next level, Masters. I'm in between the situation - 'I want vs I follow'.
I'm 24 and I do have different perspective towards life. I see things differently and I hope it will not stop me from doing the right thing, or maybe I should wait for the right time.
Patience is a virtue.
Till here, toddles.
1 comment:
be grateful my dear friend.. If you never ever felt the hardship to get a RM1, well, think of others.. I know your life is easy & I know you are the one who never let your parents down.. just go to whatever they want you to be.. because chance only come once.. I bet you will be whatever you want to be once you do what your parents asked.. we never know what will be in the future.. just be grateful you have a parents where you can ask and will get what you want.. ;))
what you want sometimes is what you need and what you need to do is just follow the flow.. there is no versus in between.. because whatever you want is always what you need.. ;)) hehe.. just my 2 cents for you.. Love yaaa!!
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