My mood swinging. I hate it very much.
I am trying to forget on what happened an hour before. I feel hurt. Nobody knows how hurt I am.
Yet, I am here trying to be ok and listen to music which helps me feel a lot better.
I got wall-to-wall post from Jo-n; which she were saying about going for gigs and concerts in the UK. Oh! Man, That is what I want to experience when I am in the UK, USA, Australia or whenever gigs and concerts are just phewwww~~~ on! I see my friends who study back in the Aus, UK, they went for Justin Timberlake concerts, Snow Patrol and lots more they went tho. I wish I am one of them. Oh! Can't wait for my time to experience it the awesome-ness that gurantee! Heee.
Back here in normal life. I am still hoping and keep on hoping that I could make it for the Malaysian Band Acoustic performances on 18th and 19th April 09. Oh! I wish. I hope. I'll be the most happiest person on that day! For sure. But, again. Hope. Hoping for the things that you aren't sure is very very very . . . . torturing! Kan? Kan? Oh.
This evening, I was counting and thinking about my future. I have about 9 more months and I'll be done with my 3 years diploma in Limkokwing. Then? Where will I be? What will I'll be doing? Practical. Can I not doing practical with this kind of attire - to be lady like girl. Oh. I just want to be what I am and who I am. Simple. Its just practical pun kan? Oh. Lately, I've been thinking JUNK magazine company to do my intern. But then again, its not easy as we talk. Where else? I don't know. After that, time to choose on a country and university to further my degree. Oh. Anything can happen in this 9 more months time. As my dad said, do something, think and decide. Oh.
What else? I don't have anything to say dah. I feel a lot better when I blog. Oh.
To my chenta so called brand of heroin;
I do miss you.
I do love you.
I do say sorry on whatever wrong, mistakes I did.
Or us did.
I do thank you for everything you did to me.
I love you.
I miss you.
;(
How I hope you can be here around me when we both aren't that busy on the weekend.
* Sigh
How I hope you can understand me how I feel.
* Long sigh
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