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Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera, :)

Because, today I did like err lot of thinking, well sort of. So, I just want to share what my thoughts are ..

Ranking? Does it really matters? I know that in all of us 'family is our first priority', then comes either friends or girlfriends/boyfriends, career and hobby/interest. It can be the other way round, and also it can be twisted and changing, ikut perkembangan kehidupan kan? I don't know, I think I was in that level of 'high expectation', and it makes me dissappointed when I knew the truth. Deep inside, deep meaning. But, as they say; 'the ugly, truth'.

Just to make it clear, I know that I may be not there, physically, but mentally and deep inside my heart, He knows best. Always be in my prayer, doa.

I may not be the best person to be with, but I know that I will and always try my best to be (at least) that person whom you can share your tears, problems and also, happiness, together. I may not understand the situation, but I know, He knows what I think, what was on my mind. Words can't describe, really. And, that is why, I learned something today, 'don't worry about others view towards you, as long as He knows, we'll be fine', InsyaAllah. True, because when I'm far far away from home, trust me, what makes keep you strong and stronger, is doa. Doa itu senjata.

Mak selalu pesan kat saya -

"Bila kita tolong orang, tak semestinya orang yang kita tolong itu akan tolong kita balik, tapi, hamba Allah yang kadang kadang tidak kita sangka, datang untuk tolong kita."

"Bila kita dalam kesusahan, ditimpa ujian dan cabaran, jangan kita mengadu pada orang, mengadu pada Allah." kerana dari situlah, insyaAllah, akan datang pertolongan buat kita, akan kita diberikan peluang atau rezeki dariNya.

Betul, terkenang kembali pada tahun 2008, kadang kadang orang yang dekat dengan kita pun, tak mungkin akan ada di saat kita perlukan seseorang.

Hidup ini tak semuanya indah kan? Malah, yang indah itu mungkin hanya mimpi buat kita, mungkin ianya hanya akan menjadi suatu angan angan atau harapan buat diri kita, dan mungkin hanya akan menjadi seperti itu. Mungkin, kerana dalam kehidupan ini penuh dengan seribu satu kemungkinan.

Till here, toodles.