What's wrong with me?

Blogspot is my last place to be after all.
Him, family and friends always be there for me.
Thank you people. Really, I don't know if I can do this without the support that you guys gave me.
I don't think I'm strong by now, but I'm trying to be.
Slowly, but effectively.

Reasons why do I feel down and not in the mood and kind of " why do I have to do this now? ", " what is the reason behind of all this?", I know everything happened with a reason, I know I have to do this for my own good, experiences and the big reason is I am the luckiest person to be. I have to grab all the chances and opportunity that have been given to me for a reason. I have too, even though I am still learning and no matter what, I will never can run from this. People said, being the youngest is easy, but for me; it is not easy at all. Sometimes, we are the hope in the family, sometimes we've been given everything ( most of the things) we want, we will get it, but being the youngest, it is not easy how you may think or thought.

It is almost 3 weeks working day, I don't know how I can do this for the next 5 month? I kept on saying " I want to be positive thinker, I want to be a person with full of confidence ", but the thing is Will I am able to do it? Will I? I don't know when I am a strong person myself. I just don't know how to be that.

I know I can do it.
I know I can never be run away from it.
I can imagine my future-to-be-happen sooner or later, or 5 to 10 years later?

Izzah is a strong person! I am strong. Right people?

Just do it like Nike.
Impossible is nothing like Adidas.