Friday, October 2, 2009

There's no turning back!

I never thought that I will face this in my life.

It is a warning, first warning for me. At this early age, I must learn how to fight it, the disease and all. I don't want to suffer more, and keep seeing the doctor and all I want is to have a good health and enjoy myself with whatever I have.

I am not feeling so well for the past few months, I feel uncomfortable and worry-ness in myself. I have this normal-overweight-problem that causes to girls hormone and stuff like that. I did went to see a doctor, the doctor said I have high blood pressure and I am still at the early stage and I still can fight it. This is where I need my determination to be on the right track.

Last Monday, a doctor give a doctor's letter to refer to a Gynecologist specialist; which I just went today in Pantai Medical Centre. I have pcos (polycystic ovary syndrome). It is a disease, for the whole week, I have been google-ing and I am very afraid if I have a cyst and I have to do an operation. But, thank God I don't have cyst.

All I need to do is to lose my weight and on medication and hopefully I'll be like a normal girls sooner or later. // Hope.

I always have the feeling to lose weight and to look pretty, and at this time . . . I think this is where I am going to start to love myself. // Motivation and determination.

It is not easy to fight something, a disease to be exact.

To avoid other circumtances and long term side effects, I have to start it now.

Sayangilah diri anda and there is no turning back!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Babes!
Since when?
How come it happen?
I hope you will be fine soon.
Just keep praying to God.
There must be a cure for every disease.

t.K.a said...

semuga kamu sentiasa sejahtera hendaknya..
fight for it ok..?!!

a z r e e n a said...

babe you okay tak ni?

ms izzie said...

Qdq: Thanks beb. I will.

t.K.a: Terima kasih kamu.
Will fight it! =)

Az: I'm oke. Just to fight the disease earlier which the causes came from my weight. So, I'll be on diet and u will see me with my new look, hopefully. Pray for me!
=))