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Ok. It's been a few days that I haven't blogging. Why? Nah. I don't know. Problems. Loves. Life. * Sigh *.

Last night, while eating dinner with my emak, abah and bro; abg ad.. we talked about life and everything. There is time when you need your parents/family advices right? To make sure that you are not doing anything wrong, or something bad. We talked about my future, my friends, and life. There are no short cut to success, as for friends; I am more like in my daddy's shoes. He succeed now, but how did he succeed? Sacrifices and let other people say what they are feel like saying. We can't never shut people's mouth. That is called; lumrah hidup. Huu~ Life is hard, aren't they? Life is complicated. You faces ups and downs in life. It is to make us stronger and nah.. I don't know what else. Hmm.

I am a protected daughter; everything is protected around me. Is that good or bad? I am innocent friend, daughter, am I? I just don't know who am I at the moment. I don't know what I want in life. Can I say, I give up? I am not a 100% positive thinker, I am a negative thinker, yes I am. Even tho, I know that things/problems are negative, but it is hard for me to twist it off to positive side. Or it is just me? My feelings. Hmm.

It takes time for us to forget about the past. What past I'm talking to? Everything. April; its not a really good/best month for me. *Sigh*. It did when I went for oag unplugged @ istana budaya, but it turns not-so-cool days by days. Start with a fight/misunderstandings with my friends..yeah.. but, everything can be fix aite? Then now, I rather keep it secret. All I want to know is how and what and why? Can I?

Betul kata mak; ' chenta jarak dekat kdg² mmbw bnyk mslh berbanding chenta jarak jauh'. Kenapa cakap mak tepat?

Aku bersyukur dan berterima kasih atas apa yang berlaku, sedang dan akan berlaku.

Sekian.