" I miss KTJ sports session "
That was message from azreena; my senior back in KTJ. Yesh babes. We do miss KTJ times kan? A one place which is secure and safe and if we could turn back times, I want to take Form 6. Life now, is full of drama, conflict and weird and life is getting much complicated. Changes in life. I do hate changes. Yes, I do. Really do.
Today, when I woke up. I feel really really down. I cried and its just not my Monday. I don't know whats wrong with me. I don't know what I want in life, what am I looking forward too? Till when I was ym-ing with my boyfie; I said " I don't know if I am ready enough to see the real world, real life, real social-thing. ". I don't know if I am ready for it. Life now, is just fulfill with drama, conflicts, and I don't know lah. Missing the born of friendship back in KTJ. Regret on leaving the school too early, 2 years there, its just not enough for me. Wish I could extend 2 more years and now I may not here, I'll be somewhere else like my friends/classmates who are now in the States, UK, and whenever they are now. I just want to be like them. I have one more year to go, and one day I want to be like them. All of them. Having fun explore and experiment other people's country.
I have this one attitude, when I am sad, or not in a mood, I would log on my Facebook account and see most of the KTJ-rian who are over the sea and looking at their pictures; could make me feel better, or slightly happy and smile. Thanks to Facebook, miracle ha. Hahaha.
One day. Always believe in that one fine day Izzah. You surely be fine. Be strong.
I now have to chill and look forward for the present life.
One day.
Now, I am nobody. But, one day I'll be somebody.
xoxo, ♥ Ms Izz
Today, when I woke up. I feel really really down. I cried and its just not my Monday. I don't know whats wrong with me. I don't know what I want in life, what am I looking forward too? Till when I was ym-ing with my boyfie; I said " I don't know if I am ready enough to see the real world, real life, real social-thing. ". I don't know if I am ready for it. Life now, is just fulfill with drama, conflicts, and I don't know lah. Missing the born of friendship back in KTJ. Regret on leaving the school too early, 2 years there, its just not enough for me. Wish I could extend 2 more years and now I may not here, I'll be somewhere else like my friends/classmates who are now in the States, UK, and whenever they are now. I just want to be like them. I have one more year to go, and one day I want to be like them. All of them. Having fun explore and experiment other people's country.
I have this one attitude, when I am sad, or not in a mood, I would log on my Facebook account and see most of the KTJ-rian who are over the sea and looking at their pictures; could make me feel better, or slightly happy and smile. Thanks to Facebook, miracle ha. Hahaha.
One day. Always believe in that one fine day Izzah. You surely be fine. Be strong.
- Missing the born of friendship back in KTJ.
- Miss having friday's lunch. :)
- Eating love-letter with Tyng Tyng and Kang Ling. First roomate when I got in Jawahir. :)
- Getting those slip(s): yellow slip, blue slip, orange slip and grey slip. But, for me most of the time is blue for getting a good marks in test or exam, orange as in detention and grey if I could still remember, drill. Haha.
- Tuck shop, sports, prep time, social hour, breakfast, lunch, dinner.
I now have to chill and look forward for the present life.
One day.
Now, I am nobody. But, one day I'll be somebody.
xoxo, ♥ Ms Izz
2 comments:
it wasn't just a school we go to. it was home. it was life as we know it.
mad pigs! (direct translation from gile babi) i bloody miss the place. eh i tak penah dpt slip oren. slip kelabu 2 kali. :)
i simpan lagi slip kuning and biru. kenangan terindah!
babe i'll even take puan suria's classes and mr adrian IT classes if i have to! even mr suresh. god forbid that though hehehehehehe..
even pn sharifah. demented woman!!
Hahahahahaha.
Yeah babes! Semua tu adalah fakta dan berdasarkan pengalaman semata.
Hahahaha.
* If there is a wish that we could go back, I want to be in KTJ and feel the home of the peace environment place to be :)
Post a Comment