Tuesday, January 13, 2009

What's wrong with me?

I don't what is wrong with me lately. Here I feel like list out what I feel like listing:

  • I can't barely stay at home for a long period. I just don't know why. ( I know I should be bless ed and thankful because I can get myself online, watching TV and play games. But, We always want more than what we have kan?) That's me.
  • I have this feeling or kind of disease which is whatever I said is not that I mean it. This is weird. But, this is me. I have this feeling or so called disease or mind problem - I don't know and I don't know how to get over it. (Maybe the best thing is I just should keep quiet and keep myself shut).
  • I am hoping a lot on things that I can't get it now, tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. But, it is long way to go which is couple of weeks and months. This is just me. I hope on a lot of things.
  • I am just too emo-ish and I do hate myself sometimes. (This is true. I hate myself. Sometimes.)

I am sorry to my chenta - Muhammad Syafiq bin Sapian on whatever had happened to us last night. It's my fault. I am sorry. I am missing you like crazy and how I wish I am always by your side. Minutes, seconds, hours, days, weeks, months, years. ♥ you so² much b.

Note: This post come under personal expressions which is I want to express it through writing. Adios.

xoxo, ♥
Ms Izz.

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