19 years back.

On 12th August 1989, a new baby girl was born at Hospital Kajang. Daughter of Lon @ Shaari and Latifah was born in the year of 1989. Bangi, is where I've been living since I was born. There are a lots of sweet memories, bitter memories and all the memories that can be identified too. Haha. The corner lot banglo that is belong to my abah, is where I've been broaden up too. From day 1 to Form 3. That is the place. Childhood neighbour, Atiqah. Don't know where is she now. We always play around together, the activities that I used to those days; cycling and play around with other kids. (Main masak², doktor², pepsi cola, batu seremban, polis entri one two jaga, and many more) . How we missed those days kan? But, now the kids now is way up highly standard than us. Ahha. There goes Barney, Ben10, SesameStreet, Pingu and many more lah kan. Dulu kita Swan aje, takpun Little Bob Dog tue. haha. OK. Back to my 19 years back. hee. Then, my parents sent me off to Tadika Ixora for kindergarten. Let's see what I can remember here, oh the teachers called me Isabela instead of Izzahbillah and I went to school by bus. (This is the only time I went to school by bus). Then, and still remember my mom suapkan nasi lauk telur goreng and kicap wihout fail everyday. and ikan bilis goreng. ikan goreng. and goreng belada. (always be my favourite dish ever!) ok. Then milk in the bottle, my mom said I stopped drinking it when I was 6years old. Ahha. Lama jugak aku minum botol susu nie eh? ahha. Then. Kindergarten tamat. Bermulah zaman sekolah rendah. Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Convent Kajang, is where I studied for my Standard 1 till Standard 6. Here, school days. Schooling time is always the best kan. My mom sent me to school, fetch me up and I can clearly remembered when my mom can't fetch me up, my sisters will fetch me up from work. Huhuhu. Then, there goes my night; homework and homework, my sis kak ida will help me out on Maths and English and I cried when she tutorial me. Haish. and Kak Yah will help me out on the creative thinking. Example: Pendidikan Seni. The part that I will not failed is crying when my homeowork is not done. Ahha. Sharing rooms with my sisters. This is when they got back from overseas. United Kingdom and Canada, how I miss it so much. The days when we visit sisters studied overseas and it is all about to get connected with family. When everyone is single, haish. Now, sisters are married and they have other commitments to look up too rite? At this age too, I am very close with my kak yah, always waiting for her to get back from work and to accompany me tidor. Dia akan tepuk sampai saya tidur. Huu~. Ikut dia pergi berchenta setiap weekend itu suatu kewajipan bagi aku. Haha. (Dating bawak adik, ni lah dia, my sis kak yah). Haha. And, my bro getting married, few years later kak Ida and years later kak yah. So, how I miss those moments having fun with my sisters. Sharing room, the laughter and so on. Sisters. Uhuhuhu~

The first three list dah kawin. Just left my bro, abg ad and me. Ahha. Form 1 till Form 3, still in Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Convent Kajang. Teehee~. This is where I met up with my besties, Fiera and other mates, Zati, Kali, Fae, Nad and where are they now? uhuhuhu. Sadly, I met up with the people who are not close too - ahha. eg: Zatty Hassan, study in Limkokwing too. and same course different intake je. Haha. Facebook, myspace and friendster, this is how we can still get connected kan. Good job to those the networker. Ahha. Out of sudden, I am thinking of my long lost friend, Puteri Asma' and Syaida Hazira..where on earth are they now eh? Haish. Sekolah Agama dulu ahha. Nielah rakanku. (Pagi kat sekolah rendah, soalan wajib: Petang nanti korunk gy sekolah agama x?. Ahha. Dan mcm² alasan akan d berikan kepada mak dan abah aku supaya dapat ponteng. Ahaha. Dulu kala.

Now. Form 4 and Form 5. I've decided to study in Kolej Tuanku Ja'afar. Why I choose KTJ. I also don't know. Haha. My sister kak Ida studied here before taking A Level (konon nak jadi macam dia la kan). haha. But, sadly no. I ended up with Form 5 aje then continue in Limkokwing University of Creative Technology. (where my sister kak yah helped me out on registering, same with Convent and KTJ.) Thank you Kak Yah. Teehee. I've learnt out so many things, experience this and that. Mixed around. Independent. Then, ends my school days. 2006. Done with schools.

Now, I am 19 years old. Believe it or not. Ahha. Dulu, pemalu dan pendiam. Tapi sekarang, peligat (my dad's term given for me). haha. Things change, environment changes. Everyone changing. Ahha. I am stubborn and my parents are on their way to understand their daughter, Izzahbillah. Ahha. 19 years. Wonder what will I'll be for the next 5 years? 10 years? oh oh oh.
Haish.

p/s: Writing this make me miss and how I wish I could get back the 19 years ago life. Uhuhu~ Love each and everyone of my family.
Mak dan abah.
Abg dan Kak Effie. Alia.
Kak Ida dan Abg Hafez. Harez dan Hashem.
Kak Yah dan Abg Fairuz. Nazhif dan Nazir.
Abg Ad.
dan
Diri aku sendiri.
Hahaha.

xoxo, izzah.