Thursday, November 27, 2008

Rules.

I don't know what am I thinking now. I feel like breaking the house rules again for tomorrow. Why I said so? Because I feel like it. Going out always be my so must thing to do everyday. Stay at home isn't me. totally not me. I can't barely stay and keep quiet in my rumahku syurgaku because I am not like that kind of a girl, definitely. I know that I am an 9teen ordinary teenage girl who are supposedly learn how to cook, keep and makes things tidy and clean. I am not messy, but I am such a girl who are not not not not like living by rules. (who does? tell me) . Not saying, the rules that have been given by HIM. but, the rules that have been given by my families. I don't know what they want their daughter to be. Seriously, not. The reasons why is always this - 'u r a girl izzah, see and read the news and everyday - awak tu pompuan, be a girl'. okey. Fine I am being a girl. I am girl. ok. full stop. But, always think 'If I were a boy'. haha. Anyways, I am doing good so far with my semester break. Yeah. I did and I have too. I should be thankful and blessful to HIM, who had give me a chance of life. Life is full of chances, isn't it? It is up to us on how we lead with it. Damn. Life. Plus, I should always be thankful of who I am now, who my family is. That is what everybody is saying. Always.


( Pieces of me: editing skills are back. haha.
This is when I am extremely bored)


Post end here.
Izzah is thinking of BREAKING the HOUSE RULES again for tomorrow.
Can I?



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