" You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have "

" The ugly, truth "

From the very bottom of my heart, I would like to say a big THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR EVERYTHING. For EVERYTHING that you said, for EVERY SINGLE WORDS you said. For everything, I mean. REALLY.

Siapa nak jaga hati kita, kalau bukan kita sendiri yang jaga bukan ?

I wish my heart is like a rock, when you hit, it doesn't feel any feelings. But, not. My heart is fragile. Very fragile. Its like " once broken, considered sold ". There is no turning back. So, I have to be that. I have to feel that, even if its hurts me, like no one knows. You might be happy of what you said, but I thank you for doing that. Thanks for making me feel this way. I should have not feel this, but I thanked you for giving me this. REALLY.

My feelings and heart doesn't need to be handle with care, in fact, it needs to be handle in a rough way. Very rough.

I wish I could be heartless, heartless when the person I love get angry and mad and disappointed at me. So, I wouldn't be care of what he said. But not, I'm not heartless. I have feelings too.

A very BIG thank you to you, love.

I'm sorry for being such a bad girlfriend to you.

I'm sorry for everything.

" So I think of all the pain you've given me

Try to look at all the damage you've done to me

No matter how hard I try,

I just can't figure out why

I keep thinking bout how sweet you used to be "

Okay. I should be move on with this life. I should just have go with the flow. I will start to think about my future, about what I'll be going through later on, sooner or later. When the time decide, I should be ready to face it.

I will not leave with regret, in fact I want to leave with smile and leave you here with happy memories.

If my wish and hope doesn't seem to be happen for real, don't regret. Blame the time and situation.

I'm not sure if you will miss me or not when I'm gone, but trust me, I'll be missing you, more than you thought how much I will.

A song from Bryan Adams : Star

What cha wanna be - when you grow up

What cha gonna do - when your time is up

What cha gonna say - when things go wrong

What cha wanna do - when you're on your own

There's a road - long and winding

The lights are blindin' - but it gets there

Don't give up - don't look back

There's a silver linin' - it's out there somewhere

Everybody wants an answer - everybody needs a friend

We all need a shinin' star on which we can depend

N' so tonight we're gonna wish upon a star

We never wished upon before - (to find what you're

Looking for)

There'll be times - in your life

Ya when you' be dancin' n' shit - but you ain't gettin it

But don't get disillusioned - no, don't expect too much

'cause if what you have is all you can get - just keep on

Tryin' - it just ain't happened yet

Everybody wants to be winner - everybody has a dream

We all need a shinin' star when things ain't what they seem

So tonight we're gonna wish upon a star

We never wished upon before - (gotta get where you're

Headed for)

Everybody wants some kindness - everybody needs a break

We all need a shinin' star when things get hard to take

So tonight we're gonna wish upon a star

We never wished upon before

Till here, love.