" Yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift. "

Seriously, I'm proud with myself. Why ? I'm letting go yesterday's sadness. Its automatically removed from my mind.

I spend my night last night with music. Same song, on repeat. More and more songs.

Till I woke up from sleep, the same thing I do. Switch on my laptop and open up iTunes. and play all the songs out loud. I feel happy, with music.

MTV World Stage is what I'm looking for. 15 more days for it. whee.

On the side note,I should get myself busy starting from today, starting from now. But, all I need is the mood to doing it. Get my brain starts working from now on. Oh.

Going to the UK preparation took place.

- Photo(s)

- Meet Mr. Louis at his office

- Get all documents prepared

- Online visa application

- Submit visa

Can I start to think of what I want to bring and pack or buy ?

Hee.

Can I start to think of what I want to give my other half to keep it off ?

Hee.

Well love, I'm going there to further my study. It takes 3 years, but I'll be come back for semester break or holidays kan ? Not that I'm not coming back in between the years. Think of the bright side, this is for my own good and our good too, love. I'm going to learn on how to be independent, how to handle things on my own ? Maybe cooking, maybe in life learning experience ? At the same time, I'll bring good to our relationship. I'm going to make you proud of me sayang. You too should have the same way of thinking sayang, this shows how we can handle our very long distance relationship soon, how to build up the trust and honest to be at the upper level, how to handle each other when we misses each other, and of course we should try or must to not to bring quarrel or misunderstanding kan sayang ? All we need to have is understanding. Yes. It may takes times, but we can do this kan sayang ? Maybe, when we pray, Allah sentiasa bersama kita kan sayang ? With His will, we pray, everything will go smooth and easy to be handle. Right, love ? Let's think of the bright side.

I'm saying this because with your busy-ness and what not, before you forget, so here I am. I'm doing the same thing too. I'm not ready to leave, but because of the future and you know how much I love studying kan ? Think of the positive and bright side sayang. That's all we can. At the end, we are a happy couples ever from what we've been going through.

Till here.